One Step at a Time

If you'll recall, my time in the 2021 version of TBC Classic did not end well. I got a "promotion" to one of the raid leads, which necessitated some changes in how I approached playing WoW Classic. When you throw in that I switched from a Mage to a Shaman as my raiding toon --which in turn forced me to level extremely quickly*-- yeah, there was already a lot of stress from the beginning, and it got worse as people left the raid team because "we weren't raiding enough"**.

Oh, and I had my little hospital adventure in the middle of this, which forced me to reevaluate how I approached all aspects of my life.

And my job changed, which meant I could no longer be functionally brain dead the first hour or two in the mornings (having done the same job for 20 years has its advantages), so that was the final push that led me to giving up progression raiding.

I still lingered on, raid leading a Friday Night Karazhan run, which was stressful mainly because it was difficult getting 10 people together on a regular basis for that raid on a Friday night. Once the raids began, it typically was a chill time and a blast, but actually getting to that point was the source of far too much stress.

There was also a few weeks where we tried Saturday afternoon Zul'Aman runs, and to be completely honest that bombed big time. We never had the right composition of classes to make the runs a success, people who signed up didn't make the raids, and some people would show up in quest greens expecting Zul'Aman to be just like Karazhan in terms of difficulty. Hell, even I was undergeared for those Zul'Aman runs because I mainly had Tier 4 level gear on my Shaman, which may have been fine for Karazhan but most definitely NOT fine for Zul'Aman. 

So yeah, I was wondering why I was back here in 2026 on the Anniversary Servers' TBC Classic implementation. Am I just a masochist or something?

You and me both, Brig...

I will freely admit that part of the reason why I'm here --a big part-- is that I like my friends' group. Yes, we all have our quirks which means there are parts of them I might not agree with, but all-in-all we get along well together. Once they finally understood that I wasn't going to go rush out to Outland and get involved in the leveling experience just yet, things settled down a bit. 

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Last night I'd taken this new Anniversary version of Briganaa to The Deadmines, and my Questing Buddy was surprised there were even people running Deadmines in the first place. She told me she figured everybody was in Outland.

"Oh no," I replied, "I had no trouble getting into a run at all. I've even had no trouble getting into a Ragefire Chasm or DM run on the Horde side."

As I've said numerous times, "it's not a dungeon
run until the Mage bites it." As our healer didn't have
the ability to Rez, Neve had to run back to the dungeon.
Thankfully the graveyard she spawned at was the closest
to the instance, and not close to the closest Horde settlement.

I guess the legendary end-game bias that WoW has, coupled with the ability in the Anniversary servers to use paid boosts on Blood Elf or Draenei toons, meant that people exclusively in Outland think that everybody is there. The thing is, there were 12 active layers in Westfall alone, so you just need to know where to look to find the players leveling out in the Old World. 

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Despite everybody's first impressions, I'm not anti-social when playing MMOs. I do tend to immediately reject random people if they simply throw me a grouping-up invitation without asking first, because I strongly believe in following social conventions rather than blithely assuming everybody is trying to rush through leveling. However, if I'm out leveling alone, I tend to prefer playing alone unless I need to group up. 

Solo play has allowed me to survive my expected PTSD leveling Briganaa to a surprising degree. When I ran RFC on my Orc Shaman when the Anniversary servers first dropped, it was not a pleasant experience at all. It felt like I was back in Serpentshrine Cavern, struggling to maximize my damage output despite juggling many hats and raid drama and everything else. When I got out of that last RFC run, I had the shakes and I decided to shelve that Shaman. 

This time around? It was a bit chaotic as I needed to get back into the groove of dealing with totems, but I was happy just being a regular player. With all the sweaty players already in Outland, those of us left behind in the Old World tend to not be min/maxers, so nobody cares if you're not doing things exactly perfect. 

And to those who might read this and say that "your friends don't care about how you play and you can go into Outland and not have those issues", I have a one word answer: bullshit.

You see, what may be said and what is done are two entirely different things. If I held a mirror up to my friends and their style of play, most of them are min-maxers and all of them play in a sweaty manner. They know what gear they need, they go after said gear, and they're pretty straightforward in what they want to do and where to go. And yes, they may say they they want to play with me, but if I'm not going to min-max that will be a source of friction when we play together.

They also play and quest faster than me, because they all use the Questie addon (something I refuse to utilize along with most other addons), and I tend to take my time and read the quest text as well as take my time to restock and do other things in between questing hubs.**** So, when I'm grouped up, my lack of Questie works to my advantage and I simply stop working on my own quests so I can keep up to them, then I'll go back later when I'm solo questing and finish them at my leisure. 

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Another thing that has saved me (so far) is that I'm not exclusively leveling Briganaa, either. I've been working on trying to get some of the professions on my already L60 toons to the max for the Old World (300). Of course, that does mean fighting gold farmers for things such as herbs and mining nodes, but outside of the first couple of days when the Dark Portal opened it hasn't been that bad.

I've also been re-engaging with my first max level toon, Quintalan, in his Anniversary Server edition:

Yes, he's a bit of a cad. And he knows he's got
the looks (and the locks) to match.

Amazingly enough, he hasn't died yet. I figured he'd be dead already, but he's at L15 and still hanging in there. 

IIRC, the first time I did this quest back in 2009
I died on it. So... that he survived is a testament to
how much I've learned in the 17 years I've been
playing MMOs.

I'm definitely taking my time with Quintalan, because I want to see how far I can go before I kick the bucket. That might mean delaying the last quest in The Ghostlands for a while, as Dhar'khan is a bit of a tough guy to kill at-level, even in a 5 person group.

But I've got time. I've got 8.5 months before whatever happens next will happen. I know that PTSD is still out there, lurking about, but as long as I stay true to my goal of taking my time and not rushing, I think I'll be okay this time around.

*At the rate of 3 levels/day just to get to L60 and then head out to Outland. When you couple that with almost no support ("New phone, who dis?") from the guild once the Dark Portal opened, it was a stressful and grating experience. It was then that those of us who leveled Shamans (or BE Paladins) back then realized what their guilds really thought of them.

**Despite our official 1 day/week raiding schedule being completely present from the beginning, from the start we had members of the raid team agitating for us to switch to 2 days/week. It was as if they felt that once we got started we'd switch to 2 days/week just to keep up with everybody else. The Raid Leadership held fast to that 1 day/week schedule, and we lost a lot of our best raiders who jumped to more sweaty raid teams. I'd say "good riddance", but we had an increasingly hard time finding good players as the expansion went on as people began fleeing the server for more populated servers, and a lot of those that were left congregated in the sweatiest of the hardcore raid teams.

***The astute among you will recognize that the chestpiece she's wearing in the first screencap is the quest reward from killing the end boss in that dungeon.

****Such as take screenshots. LOTS of screenshots. I really ought to figure out a way to copy them regularly to a location that's backed up with the rest of my data onto a separate hard drive. No, I don't trust OneDrive at all, since it's not a true backup solution, but rather a "cloud solution" where all your data is stored in a central location for all your devices. As long as you know that's what it is and that's what you want, fine, but I don't want that. I want backups of my local data, not a replacement of my local data with cloud storage that can go *POOF* if I decide to stop my subscription.